January 2010
6 posts
Ashley Harris
Did you, get a job? A yob? A job? That pays?
Pros and Cons
After a night of humilitation, well I’ve endured worse, and a day after of elation, I’m caught in between. AS ALWAYS!! in-media-res to a tee. So I’ve decided to make a running pros and cons list to moving away from this place: with the options Houston (with my gay friend Shane) Lawrence (for some actual therapy school) Manhattan (for…a life) and Hays (where it all...
And now that I have admitted it....
So many things come to mind. Songs, music, feelings, smells, my first breath where I used up my lungs, without the ache. The feeling of the clothes on my back. The idea that after running, I can finally stop. And there’s soo much more!
I'll Admit It
Facebook official seems so public, so really I will just start by saying that I admit it: I have depression. Nothing fixes it. Not coffee, not art, not music, not anything. Truth is, there is this cloud that makes my head hurt, my face smile to cover up what I feel. Everyone seems to be making it alright, just not me. I have felt weak, for nearly a decade, maybe longer. I don’t know...
gift
ratherdelightful:
i sometimes wonder what it is.
ill be trying to fall asleep. making ramen. or even making love.
and these random images of clothing that i have NEVER seen will pop into my head
im not sitting there thinking about designing anything, it just explodes and is there.
and sometimes i wish i coud draw all of them the second i think of them. and then make them.
it would be...
Update:
New Year’s resolutions:
1. No more drinking! Especially in excessive amounts!
2. Work out
3. Eat healthfully
4. Do the WiiFit
5. Clean
6. Clean myself
7. Mediatate, or at the very least, quit thinking too much
8. Practice…lots more